@@I am not keeping calm and writing. My stepdad came home at 10 pm in a drunken manner as he scolds me for being useless and tells me to get out of his house. He continues this as he watches me cry which I don't get why he's smiling.

So I am going to have a discussion with my mother once she gets home to talk about moving out to my aunts or uncles house. I could care less anymore. If she doesn't let me I'm packing up and moving anyway.